3:33am baby, I’ve officially been up for 41 hours.. Fuck yeah, if I can just beat my record of 55 hours I’ll be the happiest girl in the world. I’ma shoot for 75 but we’ll see.. I’ll probably end up taking a nap with Jeff when he gets home from work but I’m gonna try to stay up as long as I can. Probably gonna smoke this cig and then watch the History Channel, or else play Mario Cart :) Other than me being completely unmotivated and unwilling to go to class every day, I have a GOOD ass life..straight up. No bills, just extra cash every week..I got my boy, and my best friend, and my family..That’s really all I need to be happy so I’m fucking ecstatic right now. Now if I could just quit being so damn stubborn and go to school like I’m suppose to I’d have it all. I think I seriously have an issue with people telling me what to do because my mom studied every move I made for four years straight and told me what I could and couldn’t do around the clock. When I go to class now, I feel like someone made me go cause I don’t wanna be there..and it puts me in a bad mood. I’m pretty sure if my mom would stay the hell outta my business instead of telling me every day that I need to go to class, I’d fucking go. I know she means well but god damn, I’m grown..I don’t need someone following me around letting me know every time I make a bad decision, because I already KNOW what kind of decision I’m making when I’m making it..I just don’t give a damn whether what I’m doing is right or wrong at this point. Pretty sure I’m rambling so I need to get off this thing before I think of something else to talk about for an hour.
Later yo..Wish ya’ll were on my level ;)
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